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My Game

Back when I was a child, long before I ever wrote my first line of code or touched a compiler, I used to play a strange mental game.

I would close my eyes and try to imagine absolute nothingness. Not space, not dark vacuum, not silence — but the complete absence of existence itself. No time, no space, no light, no observer.

It turned out to be surprisingly difficult for the human mind to process the concept of absolute zero. The brain constantly tries to fill the void with geometry, background noise, or spatial boundaries.

Later in life, when studying physics, computer science, and quantum theory, I realized how closely that simple childhood exercise touched upon fundamental questions about the nature of reality, data structures, and state initialization.

Sometimes, the simplest mental games we play as children lay the groundwork for how we perceive complex systems later in life.